Ladies and gentlemen, welcome 2 my blog! Well, less of a blog. More of a place to dump my thoughts since I don't how to add a comment section like my friends have. My name is Lili Z. I'm 14 years old and live in Salem, Oregon (Not Massachucets, sadly :/ not enough witches here XP)(how do you spell that states name anyways? it's stupid.) 1'm 14 years old, and I live with my dad and my dog, Mephisto, and my rat, Harold.
I go to school in the area, not saying where but if you know me you know. I'm in 10th grade and I'm psychic. Don't ask me to read your fortune, dumbass, I'm not THAT type of psychic. My thing is plants. My favorites to grow are spider lilies, also known as death flowers in japanese culture. I like a lot of things, but if you're annoying, I probably don't like you.
Send me an email, bloodsuckas!
October 25th, 1986
I feel like he's calling out to me. It's silly, but sometimes I feel like I can hear him calling out, when I'm sleeping. I know its not real... but I can't help but hope.
October 24th, 1986
Why doesn't anyone tell me anything?
October 21st, 1986
I hate having to answer all those stupid questions from people who don't care about the issue.
October 19th, 1986
I miss him. I miss him so much. Everyone keeps hounding me with questions, asking me when I last saw him. All I can think about is that my last words to him were that I didn't want him to talk to him anymore. All because I was upset he wasn't spending as much time with me anymore. Now all I can think about is "Where's Raz? I want Raz with me. Raz could comfort me. Raz would know how to help me." Now he might not be by my side ever again. I don't want to give up hope, of course, but everyone elses attidude isn't helping. Dads been letting me stay home from school while everythings going on, but I just feel tired so I can't do anything fun.
October 18th, 1986
This can't be fucking real. I'm shaking. Please help us find Raz!
October 17th, 1986
Dont call me don't fucking message me i'm busy im not gonna be able to respond to emails
October 16th, 1986
He wasn't avoiding me. He wasn't avoiding me. I can't say much yet, but its not good. I need to wait for it to be public before I can tell anyone. Oh my god oh my god oh my god I feel like an asshole
October 16th, 1986
Message me back by tomorrow or we're THROUGH!!!!
October 16th, 1986
GOD DAMN IT IF YOU DON'T MESSAGE ME BACK WE'RE BREAKING UP!! BITCH!!!!
October 15th, 1986
Everyone's been treating me weird. No one tells me whats going on anymore... heh, I deserve it if even my boyfriend is avoiding me like the plague... maybe I should stay in my room forever until I rot and die huh? :) 
October 14th, 1986
I went to your grandmas. She didn't know where you are, neither did your parents. Where are you?
October 14th, 1986
Fucking hell. I know you read my website, we talk about it all the time! Don't just run off to your grandmas house or wherever you are! Stop hiding from me! We need to talk!
October 13th, 1986
You know, if you get into a fight with your girlfriend, maybe don't just ghost her and actually reply to her emails instead of just ignoring her? A thought for a certain someone, you know who you are. >:(
October 12th, 1986
Don't message me.
October 5th, 1986
May we love together forever.
October 1st, 1986
Dad found out and changed the computer password :/ I didn't wanna bother updating on the library computers, especially since people would find out my password... im back tho!
September 23rd, 1986
I got in trouble at school... some dumb prep in a stupid two directionz shirt came up with her neon pink friends to make fun of my rad ass outfit... easy to say I punched her square in the nose. I got scratched bad by her nails but I got in trouble for attacking her so that means I won >:) I'm grounded now technically but that won't stop me from sneaking on the computer!
September 21st, 1986
Sorry for not updating, schools already piling up... how the hell do you calculate the area of a triangle???
September 12th, 1986
Tumblr is for posers, facebook is for preps, myspace is for bitches, i can't draw for shit so newgrounds is a no go, friendster is for children, livejournal is for 30 year old women who write smut, somethingawful is for basement pervs, and dont get me even started on all the "chans". Its just me and my geocities alone.
September 10th, 1986
My bestie Dogen drew me and some of our friends! So cute. Check out his tumblr!
September 6th, 1986
Me and my bf at the lake.. He's the best person in the world.
September 3rd, 1986
I read somewhere that rats are supposed to live around three years... which is crazy because I've definitely had Harold for more than that, and he hasn't aged a day. I even got him as an adult! I asked dad about it, and he seemed confused too.
September 1st, 1986
My friends keep sending me those spooky copypasta things. Guys. Its bullshit. Theyre just stupid pranks, I've survived like five of them already and I found a ten dollar bill while walking home yesterday. You'll survive putting those dumb emails in your trash bin.
August 29th, 1986
Its been a few days since school started. I. Hate. High. School. Algebra. I decided to read ahead in our textbooks, what do you mean "prove its a triangle"??? look at it! Its a triangle! I am genuinely DREADING this year, especially with how loud everyone is already. I wish Raz was here, but he decided to go to a "different school" or whatever. I'm not gonna tell anyone I have a boyfriend, no one's gonna believe me. If they ask I'll say its Gerard Way.
August 23rd, 1986
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August 22nd, 1986
August 18th, 1986
My boyfriend asked me what a waifu is. Which freak from camp taught him that word???
August 13th, 1986
Harold keeps getting into my backup stash of oreos! I keep trying to tell him I keep them there so dad won't eat them, but no luck. I wish he listened to me like he does Raz, but I'm not the zoolingualist type.
August 6th, 1986
I saw a trailer for a musical movie called "Little Shop of Horrors". Not super into musicals, but the plant seems fun... Might keep it in my mind and go to see it when it comes out.
August 2nd, 1986
Cute chobits gif I found online... I'm not super into it but Dogen's a fan.
July 30st, 1986
Happy birthday to MEEEE! I'm 14 years old! Me and my bros went to the roller rink and bought a big ass birthday cake and Dogen made me a custom bracelet XD we got some stares but I flipped everyone who looked at us weird the bird.
July 25th, 1986
I don't get why Misa hangs around Light so much if he hates her so bad... if it was me I'd punch him in the teeth and get with the shinigami thats right there... she's a hottie o-0
July 23rd, 1986
May everyone who creates a golf course die a horrible painful death
July 21st, 1986
Posers PISS ME OFF! That's why I quit using tumblr, even if some of my fans are on there. There's no REAL punks or emos, its all just 11 year olds pretending to be cool! They don't actually listen to the music, they just fry their hair and tease it and buy a cheap bracelet from hot topic and think they're emo. All teh cool kids use forums anyways.
July 20th, 1986
My dad brought me to see Alien. He had to leave and wait in the car halfway through, but I stayed the whole way through, ha! I loved it. Glad the cat survived.
July 19th, 1986
Soooo, first post, huh? My friend showed me how to do it. Pretty cool, honestly, but I'm nor sure how much I'm gonna do this. Still fun! Though all this code is hurting my brain.
